Saturday, February 28, 2004
finally 200 friends in friendster, never tot so many cause lazy too add...
in days of dispair n fear,
i saw hope shaped in her,
the long lost feelings evolved,
god presented me an angel from the heavens above?
i believe i can fly, i believe i can touch the sky,
yet cant believe my eyes, nor my brain, nor my heart,
telling myself its not true, yet i know its the truth,
Agents Moulder n Scully told me then,
the truth is out there, told them to look for it,
they aren't back yet... they cant find it,
too ashamed to face me.
I know the truth is right before me,
how should i handle it? how should i handle such precious gift frim god?
as i closed by, wanting to take another look,
it says " im not for u, wayne! its not my idea, (ur) not my(piece of) cake"
gave me that face n left me stranded, the storm in me revived...
a smile from her will brighten my day, clearing the storm for a sunny day,
a sms her from her accelerated my heartbeat, strengtening me,
she knows it, knew it, understands it... but she chooses not to do it,
thats okay, reasonable, she dun owe me anything n i dun own her,
worse still, she brew more storms in me that i have ever brew,
creating thunder that strikes me hard every now and then,
killing me softly with her stares,
killing me softly with her daoness.
god answered my prayers once, yes he did. i wish he din...
in days of dispair n fear,
i saw hope shaped in her,
the long lost feelings evolved,
god presented me an angel from the heavens above?
i believe i can fly, i believe i can touch the sky,
yet cant believe my eyes, nor my brain, nor my heart,
telling myself its not true, yet i know its the truth,
Agents Moulder n Scully told me then,
the truth is out there, told them to look for it,
they aren't back yet... they cant find it,
too ashamed to face me.
I know the truth is right before me,
how should i handle it? how should i handle such precious gift frim god?
as i closed by, wanting to take another look,
it says " im not for u, wayne! its not my idea, (ur) not my(piece of) cake"
gave me that face n left me stranded, the storm in me revived...
a smile from her will brighten my day, clearing the storm for a sunny day,
a sms her from her accelerated my heartbeat, strengtening me,
she knows it, knew it, understands it... but she chooses not to do it,
thats okay, reasonable, she dun owe me anything n i dun own her,
worse still, she brew more storms in me that i have ever brew,
creating thunder that strikes me hard every now and then,
killing me softly with her stares,
killing me softly with her daoness.
god answered my prayers once, yes he did. i wish he din...
Wednesday, February 25, 2004
fRI
SaT
funorama day! quite fun playing da socc3r game by some SC class, sb1's pop pimples and more... food of kenny rogers was great, our very own waffles n misc was ... not bad for noobs. spend around $15 on class stalls... got soaked thanks to someone who poured a whole bottle of water on me during piping process saw familiar faces, eric, zhenyuan, cresens, jingpei, xuen, kaifeng, karl, ectect. Shagged after helping out at both stalls, generally fun but stained by two events, some1 pissed me off by someone who said i was slacking around when i was helping out selling waffles n icecreams... bloody hell! The other is confidential for the sake n reputation of the class...
suN
slept virtually the whole day, onli went out at night with mom to orchard to buy stuff n dinner...
Mon
TUe
wed
late for sch, booked by harvi, struggled during pe, slacked for free period, dreamed during Gp, met(ting) at two, ngeeannpolyed for mouserepair at 3+, home at 4+, slept till 6+, net at 7, blogged at 7+... Was watching some small retarded kids playing soccer in the garden, v confined space... they were having fun when 1 tried to do a ronaldo-cross over, push ball slightly rightwards n cross... it whacked a toddler right in the head n sent her tumbling down... in shock n pain... she cried... the players were shocked too, the mom rescued her n din blame the kids, the culprit apologised... THINK... wat will happen if thats a child of a singaporean mom... wat will happened?
Champions' League Prediction
stuttgart0 chelsea1 man u 2 porto1 deportivo1 juventus1 sociedad0 lyon1
SaT
funorama day! quite fun playing da socc3r game by some SC class, sb1's pop pimples and more... food of kenny rogers was great, our very own waffles n misc was ... not bad for noobs. spend around $15 on class stalls... got soaked thanks to someone who poured a whole bottle of water on me during piping process saw familiar faces, eric, zhenyuan, cresens, jingpei, xuen, kaifeng, karl, ectect. Shagged after helping out at both stalls, generally fun but stained by two events, some1 pissed me off by someone who said i was slacking around when i was helping out selling waffles n icecreams... bloody hell! The other is confidential for the sake n reputation of the class...
suN
slept virtually the whole day, onli went out at night with mom to orchard to buy stuff n dinner...
Mon
TUe
wed
late for sch, booked by harvi, struggled during pe, slacked for free period, dreamed during Gp, met(ting) at two, ngeeannpolyed for mouserepair at 3+, home at 4+, slept till 6+, net at 7, blogged at 7+... Was watching some small retarded kids playing soccer in the garden, v confined space... they were having fun when 1 tried to do a ronaldo-cross over, push ball slightly rightwards n cross... it whacked a toddler right in the head n sent her tumbling down... in shock n pain... she cried... the players were shocked too, the mom rescued her n din blame the kids, the culprit apologised... THINK... wat will happen if thats a child of a singaporean mom... wat will happened?
Champions' League Prediction
stuttgart0 chelsea1 man u 2 porto1 deportivo1 juventus1 sociedad0 lyon1
Thursday, February 19, 2004
andy n timothy r sitting beside me, reading my blog...
fun o rama is just 2 days... how...
fun o rama is just 2 days... how...
Saturday, February 14, 2004
Im going to take this blog down soon 4 now, its still the Truman Show
Today was a terrible day. Initially sick so had breakfast b4 buying some food for shiwei n bryan n chocolates n roses...
Got screwed by Chee Hong, he is realli blind, whats wrong with him? ans: everything
Wanna give someone something but donno y someone backstabed me, so got rejected indirectly, let the roses rot. Got ferroroche for class. Missed the xuankai show...
Was at library, saw PK n her, when i left, SHE WAS BROWSING MY BLOG... SHOCKED...
However, she wun even care abt me, maybe even some of the entries came from her.
It just hurts, realli hurts me deeply... doubt anyone will care.
Pek enlightened me, words of wisdom... "initially funny, eventually retarded-lame"
Today was a terrible day. Initially sick so had breakfast b4 buying some food for shiwei n bryan n chocolates n roses...
Got screwed by Chee Hong, he is realli blind, whats wrong with him? ans: everything
Wanna give someone something but donno y someone backstabed me, so got rejected indirectly, let the roses rot. Got ferroroche for class. Missed the xuankai show...
Was at library, saw PK n her, when i left, SHE WAS BROWSING MY BLOG... SHOCKED...
However, she wun even care abt me, maybe even some of the entries came from her.
It just hurts, realli hurts me deeply... doubt anyone will care.
Pek enlightened me, words of wisdom... "initially funny, eventually retarded-lame"
Friday, February 13, 2004
Since people can impersonate me in tagboard, i'll just have to answer u people here...
This was my last entry in tag
"Wayne: Who is impersonating me again? Im not desperate. Why so Humji, dun dare use real name? Coward"
The rest is not my entries. I donno who is the bastard making trouble here, pray that i wun find out... I suspected some people, even some who are/were quite close to me... its very sad. I cant understand why.
This was my last entry in tag
"Wayne: Who is impersonating me again? Im not desperate. Why so Humji, dun dare use real name? Coward"
The rest is not my entries. I donno who is the bastard making trouble here, pray that i wun find out... I suspected some people, even some who are/were quite close to me... its very sad. I cant understand why.
Wednesday, February 11, 2004
"this blog's scope of audience has apparently exceeded what i used to think it was. so i've been thinking hard about how i should approach blogging from now on. and after thinking hard for all of 4 seconds, i've decided that i don't care diddly squat." copyrighted@benbala Its on his blog, the scenario applies here too...
Monday, February 09, 2004
i have many stories to tell, but who wants to know? My life is in a mess now, what should I do? As valentines' day draws near, im confused, what should I do? Some male frens asked if i wanna go out, im not gay but why not? Valentines' with a femine touch... hahaha. In the wake of reality TV, Who Wants to Be My Valentine(s)? All r welcome...
Thursday, February 05, 2004
Last Fri : X-country 3.2km in 22min, soccer at TCHS/HC street court. Played mostly outfield till last few matches, cleansheet in 1hr. Went played CS n gunbound after dat.
Sat: went for some christian concert with tao ze singing 3 songs at EXPO. Went chu's chruch, wanted to go for chinggay but no one to go with n too crowded. Saw the J1 bowler-keeper n timothy, ex HC squasher. LAN again, too sianz, parents out.
Sun: Did HW till five plus, went KF party at SEASONS PARK. saw smoker chin hua, jie song, mingshan, xuen, shiawyan. others r strangers. Got lots of pple, around 20+, many dyed hair. A few chiobu but din care, saw an ac ger who was in my OG, kaifeng's clubbing mate. got to know max, ex sji, n audrey, ex cedar now ji. Had some chips, soft drinks, marshmallows, pizza, currychicken, chaodar chicken, statay n frienc rice. Talked crap n played cards, even play blackjack-1-buck with kf as dealer, won 2bucks only. Left with audrey chinhua n a JI guy with angmo slang. Went KAP with that guy b4 chin n aud went thiong barhu... arrive home at 11.30, 1/2hr after promised timing, nearly get scolded. Mon is HW day. Tue is SIANZ day with PE-javalin-darren-da-star then DC-self study: so many familiar faces-jiawei-samuel-shiwei-bryan-shuan-owen-sacha-pauline-alex-timothy-laiyee-stephanie-ect later played bball till 8.30 with sam, marco, russel, rollen, angad, nickelas nanyu, alex, ect after 1.6km of warm up... got injured after clashing numerous with russel n rollen, missed 3 shots, bad missed. However, made some nice steals n blocks...
Sat: went for some christian concert with tao ze singing 3 songs at EXPO. Went chu's chruch, wanted to go for chinggay but no one to go with n too crowded. Saw the J1 bowler-keeper n timothy, ex HC squasher. LAN again, too sianz, parents out.
Sun: Did HW till five plus, went KF party at SEASONS PARK. saw smoker chin hua, jie song, mingshan, xuen, shiawyan. others r strangers. Got lots of pple, around 20+, many dyed hair. A few chiobu but din care, saw an ac ger who was in my OG, kaifeng's clubbing mate. got to know max, ex sji, n audrey, ex cedar now ji. Had some chips, soft drinks, marshmallows, pizza, currychicken, chaodar chicken, statay n frienc rice. Talked crap n played cards, even play blackjack-1-buck with kf as dealer, won 2bucks only. Left with audrey chinhua n a JI guy with angmo slang. Went KAP with that guy b4 chin n aud went thiong barhu... arrive home at 11.30, 1/2hr after promised timing, nearly get scolded. Mon is HW day. Tue is SIANZ day with PE-javalin-darren-da-star then DC-self study: so many familiar faces-jiawei-samuel-shiwei-bryan-shuan-owen-sacha-pauline-alex-timothy-laiyee-stephanie-ect later played bball till 8.30 with sam, marco, russel, rollen, angad, nickelas nanyu, alex, ect after 1.6km of warm up... got injured after clashing numerous with russel n rollen, missed 3 shots, bad missed. However, made some nice steals n blocks...
Wednesday, February 04, 2004
^"The truth shall set you free!" im enstranded by the truth...
everything that has a begaining has an end...
everything that has a begaining has an end...
i'm a US soldier in Iraq
i'm a muslim in US
i'm a taiwanese in China
i'm a british in Cuba
i'm a democrat in N Korea
i'm a communist in US
i'm on the wrong side of the berlin wall
i'm on the wrong place at the wrong time
i'm the belated-slaughtered sheep of Jesus
i'm a muslim in US
i'm a taiwanese in China
i'm a british in Cuba
i'm a democrat in N Korea
i'm a communist in US
i'm on the wrong side of the berlin wall
i'm on the wrong place at the wrong time
i'm the belated-slaughtered sheep of Jesus
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